Thanks Sky. Yes, I know talking about it is important, and I will. I think I am still in shock, or stunned....I am sure I will talk about it, I'm just not sure how well I will be able to talk about it tomorrow. I guess we'll see how it goes. Maybe once I get there I'll do better than I imagine right now. But right now it feels like it is really hard to talk. So I'll just have to see how it goes when I get there. I think I have to adjust to the news. My guess is the next visit may be better for talking. I'm still getting used to the news in my mind. I don't know if that makes sense.

Take care,
ErinBear