Im stll struggling daily with the thoughts of hopelessness and feeling like a burden so I have a big ole dose of that daily ,, I do watch how much "I" allow to build up .. everytime I get in this place I watch the movie " Eat Pray Love" for some reason it helps me . or maybe i wish i could be her and just pack a bag and go travel .. I always want to pack a duffle bag and a box of pictures and my dog and just drive away .. no where specific ,, just get the hell away from my life . My Therapist assures me thats "normal" for most bipolar people ... hahah @ normal for any bipolar person .. Hehehehehe

Wishing you Peace and Love ~