Thank you for responding and thank you for explaing this to me. I understand what you are saying but it's a little bit complicated for me to just accept it , because i have a lot of situations as an example and of course sometimes it isn't true, but because I have friends that used to laught at me, calling me ugly, putting me aside, I honestly can't handle social situations. If I walk on the street and see a group of people, I honestly put my head down, pretending to write an sms, and if i heard a little laughing i always think its about me, i always think "please don t say anything, please don't notice me and dont make fun of me". I know that sometimes it's not about me, but i think it's because I have multiple situations that it was about me, when I was with friends and listening to other conversation of other people who werent with us, listening to talking about me, I just felt miserable, they don't even know me. It affects me, real bad. I just can't ignore it and I come home and cry and cry, and everyting bad comes again at surface and I can't stop my thoughts, Im just to weak.

"Waking to the dawn is increasingly difficult. I wake up everyday and find my body chained to earth while my soul doesn´t belong to me anymore."