Ok, tohelpafriend, and likewater and Seeker5, here are some links to some information on PTSD and Complex PTSD and how if effects people that have it.

Now, when you are reading this information, don't just get all upset and think that it all applies to you. Because there are variations of PTSD and how it presents in different people. But it is good to read about it and learn about what it means.

http://www.bullyonline.org/stress/ptsd.htm

http://www.ourtofthefog.net/CommonNo...ors/CPTSD.html

again, do not just assume that all of this is exactly you. And there is a lot of information in both of these links so don't get overwhelmed, take your time and read through it and see what might apply to you and how you may show these symptoms.

Open Eyes