Thanks for responding to my post, and thanks for saying that. I know that sometimes it's just my imagination and no one is talking about me. But I'm just to tired, because people used to laugh at me, calling me ugly, talk behind my back, ignoring me just because they feel like it, so I just run away from everyone, and nowadays I don t go out, i don t have any friends, really close ones, because i can´t trust no one. When i'm walking on the street I just try to avoid a big crowd or just take my head down and pretending Im texting because I don t wanna hear any laughs or anything about me. i start to think, "please don t sa anything" cause i know that if i realize someone is being mean to me, laughing, joking im just gonna cry and all the other bad things that happened comes to surface again and I just can't handle it.

"Waking to the dawn is increasingly difficult. I wake up everyday and find my body chained to earth while my soul doesn´t belong to me anymore."