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Im going up to my cousins cabin this weekend and he has a lot of weed.. If I smoke I will have to wait to join the Army and I have no time, but I dont know if I will be able to control it, Because im so addicted, like at the very thought of it I get excited.. Okay now heres the question, Without seeing professional help or help from my parents, How can I help control this. Thank You!
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for those of us that have kicked addiction we know/learned to avoid ppl, places and things that put us around substances. if we do not, it's a recipe for disaster.
it sounds like you wish to stop using. it sounds like you could have a promising opportunity with the military. there are many ways to help you kick the habit. for me, i chose AA 21 yrs ago. it worked. so take that desire and hold on to it. you can succeed. take it one day at a time. stay away from situations that will tempt you. i wish you well. please let us know how it's coming, we care. we've walked in your shoes. we understand your struggle. drugs control us, we don't control the drug. but you can overcome this. you have the desire to be clean.
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