((((((((((FleeingFox)))))))))

I am so sorry for your continued problems with this, but unfortunately this is not unusual after such a traumatic incident.

PM me any time, I have a lot of experience with grief & loss unfortunately.

You can always talk in Chat, there is a special room for support chat, or just talk as you are ready, on the forums.

The grief & loss forum would be fine, you can still grieve all your life for someone after all.

Take care of yourself, we'll all be here when you are ready.