Can you move your Pdoc appt sooner or call to talk to Pdoc? I've had the "numb" feeling before for a few months when I had several miserable things going on.... My bro-in-law was dying, I hated my job at the time and was going thru bankruptcy... I thought well if I'm not crying I'm okay? (I was not dx BP at the time, so had no Pdoc or Tdoc). Anyway, No, not ok, not ok at all, I had a serious suicide attempt. At my first therapy appt after this my Tdoc said feeling numb is more dangerous sometimes then feeling down, because you're becoming detached from your emotions....at least that's what she said.

So be careful and get help if you need it, even if you have to go to the hospital!