I dont know I am often the opposite, sometimes I get so overwhelmed in what I am struggling through and how much its draining me I just lay down and the tears just keep coming and I am so deeply sad and feel so lost in this bad situation I am in and how much it is making my PTSD worse. I just never saw all this damage coming, it just all went so fast, and I am so trapped in it, and I am very tired.

And I am often just full of tears. I guess I just never got to morn it, because I am still living it in so many ways.

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