Likewater .. ((( hugs))
I worked up until last october I was just so sick that i had no choiice but to quit or i was going to be fired i was missing work all the time and its was at a nursing hime so you can just call in,, the patients need care so even when i had a doctors note it was still held agaisnt me .. Am i the type of person that feels patients deserve dignity and correct care so this place literally was a dump ,, so my complaints with first few weeks i worked there didnt make me any brownie points LOL I lasted 5 months but missed about 4 weeks where my doctor had to pull me off work becasue i was just too weak to work ..

I have had bipolar all my life i think now that i finally got a therapist that actually connected the dots ,,other times when i have been " down" i would just get handed antidepressants ,,, for me antidepressants just lauch me into Mania and i lived in manis for years ,, then FIbro hit so between all this mess i have finally broke down and now im trying to pick up the pieces and try to take back hold of my life ,,right now im rapid cycling for months ,,b ut last few days im so low id have to jump up to reach the underside of the damn sidewalks ,, Ugh ,, I hate the Maniz ,,i hate the lows ,, I just want somewhere in the middle . i have absolutly NO motivation to do anything ,, good thing breathing just happens or i doubt id remember to breathe lol
my hallucinations are a little less today so im hoping they will go away again soon ,,, they always come out to play when im too high or too low .... they are sccary as hell but for now i know they arent real

I hope you get to feeling better and trust me i so know what its like to go to work so sick you could literally drop ,,, be kind to yourself

Wishing you Peace and Love <3