It's interesting how many people tell you they are there if you need to talk, but then as soon as you start to tell them what's going on, they follow that up with, "but I don't need to know".

It's like we're all programmed to say, "yes I want to hear what you have to say", but as soon as a person starts to say it you realize that you have no idea what to do with the information they might actually tell you, so you find a new way to cut them off from actually telling you anything...

Had that happen several times this week...

Also, I seem to have picked up something new, it's a tick... I rub my fingers together constantly when I'm under stress, which is most of the time...

My wife says it's been happening for several weeks, I only realized it recently...

I usually like new things, not so sure about this one... I'm avoiding as many people as I can at work now, I feel so ashamed of being this way, and people are starting to ask why I'm not flying... I just kind of stare at them, not sure what to say, some I tell, others I just deflect as best I can...