I had a real bad anxiety attack today after I saw my old boss at an expo. She is the one that used to verbally abuse me, and once even dragged me by the arm (harshly).
It didn't hit me until about 10minutes after she walked by me. It was so big that I could not even stand up (lucky I had a chair to sit on). I found it hard to breathe and thought I was going to die.
Anyway now I feel so faint (even though its been 4 or 5 hours since it happened). I feel also like I want to SI. And I can't stop shaking. I have never had one this big before, I guess its just a really big shock to the system. Anyway, enough of me going on about it, gonna go now.