I really want to cut. I had a really bad anxiety attack earlier and feel terrible. Mum found my blade and she has taken it from me, and now I have to find something else... I don't know what to do. I am just so upset. I had that blade in case, and now it feels like a case to use it, and its been taken from me. I am so angry and upset with her for doing this to me. I wish she would have just left it alone!