Due to ADD - or so it seems. This kind of manager doesn`t want to give me any chances after me working for only one month. She told me i was highly motivated not lazy etc and without even trying to teach me to be a cashier too - said that "others get to learn the cashier work" But she didn`t even try.

Those people treat you like you were a piece of ****. Of course she doesn`t know i have it - i will not tell anyone.

There is no one trustworthy person i can talk with except for Therapist.

I have no money for next month. Even if someone does a good deed to a worthless person like me. Not because i spent it - i get paid for the past month i worked. But i odn`t know when i find a new one. And meanwhile i have NO money,.,,, I need T. The last thing i want is to depend again on my loving parents who`s unconscious selfish and raping love i cannot take.

So - what are you all going to tell me? Moralize me because i am a fool?