Hi,
I'm 22 and what i'm about to say please don't judge me or anything, cause it's dificult to say this cause no one knows and I'm only saying this cause I need opinion and cause no one here knows me.
I have problems with sexuality with my bf, because I don't have the will to have sex, for me it's something that I can live without. I don't know if it's the depression talking, i honestly don't know. The truth is when we end up (to have sex) i feel bad, feel nausea, why do I feel like this?

. This as brought problems for me and him, and discussions, because i feel pushed to do it, and i don't want to, i don't need to and i know he is upset and it's always a psychological pressure I get from him.
I don't know why I'm like that. Since i was young ( 4- 5 years) i was sexually aroused and i discovered sexuality real young and I don't know if it is because of that that I'm like this. Don't know what to think. Please advice.