This sounds like more of a problem with your husband. He seems very dangerous. I would try to find a way to get away from him. See what options are available that would let you do it safely. There are safe houses, restraining orders - heck, maybe they'd hide you. I'm not sure. You'd need to speak to someone in the know about these things. Also, if he has a tendency to stalk you, remember to delete your internet history. Good luck and be safe.