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I agree with Madisgram -- it was the same thing with me. I wanted what everyone else had, but it seemed like too much work!
Then my home group got me involved in "service work." That was the best thing that could have happened. It got me out of myself and into someone else. I took meetings into women's prisons, I went to juvenile homes, colleges, etc. Just making the coffee & setting up the chairs for the meetings is service work. Perhaps if you got more involved in that, it would help.
But don't give up until the miracle happens -- it WILL. You just have to be WILLING to believe. Please don't kill yourself with alcohol --- you're an important person who deserves to be truly happy. God bless & keep posting -- we can help. Hugs, Lee
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