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Oct 09, 2011, 05:10 AM
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i've been to emergency 4 times in the past 4 weeks, they just put me in an emergency psych ward until the next day and then discharge me saying that the crisis team will call every day which they don't. there's no point in going back to emergency.
i want to go back to when i was little, whenever i was scared and upset during the night i could go and hide in mum and dads bed... thats what i want right now. i just want to curl up and be held by mum and dad. i think my cat knows i'm not okay.. she keeps giving me lots of cuddles and following me everywhere.
i don't know what to do, i feel so sad and depressed. i can't even bring myself to reply to msgs.
spent the day in bed watching DVDs.
the crisis team haven't called me since i was discharged after trying to kill myself even though they said they would, no surprise there they just don't care.
i don't want to do this anymore. i can't do this anymore. i want to go back to when i was 5 or 6.
i just want my mum and dad  .. great now i'm crying. i can't cope with this anymore.
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