are you saying your parent accidentally stimulated you there?

I don't have many certains and cause i don't remember quite well, but i think so. But no, i don't think i was sexually abused in the past.

If your BF takes his time and lets you control what happens while using enough lubrication - this might help. Is there any pain during sex?

Yes there is pain, and sometimes when is the end of my period, after we have sex, I bleed. Bu i get lubrificated cause we have preliminary(i don't know if this is well written -.-).

You're lucky to have an understanding boyfriend.

I also think so, cause it was him who made me go to see a psychologist. I't from him i get all the support. But even with him I can't oppenly talk about some of this things, you know =S.