hi FB, i too would recommend your exploring another T. if you do go printing your post to take with you. it would help. i understand how u feel. i once was that way with my bipolar. i'd go to sleep one way and wake up the opposite way. therapy, a pdoc, and meds have changed my life for the better. i hope you can find peace too.
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