i am supposed to have someone hold my meds for days so i cant take them all at once. i went to er becaus emy subconsious wanted me to kill myself and i had no strngth anymore and nobody to be with me so i wouldnt act on the thoughts. I was extremelyu distraught and then at the per i was so sedated after the trauma thayt the nurse ased if i was high! I see pdoc tuesday morning. I also found out what my heart does- they did an ekg- as it was doing it then and can be from stress: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prematu...ar_contraction