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While I'm sure you're back to 'normal' by now and this is probably a 'thing of the past' in your mind, as always I am never entirely sure whether to take these brief moments in time as seriously as I do or not at all. However, since I value your feelings and thoughts above anything else in this known universe, the way I see it is if you feel it (even for a moment in time) its to be taken serious. Therefore, I will respond that way. Despite the moment being passed, I'm sure it is still deep rooted within you somewhere as most things are.
I never actually know what to say to these things and that's usually because words don't come naturally when emotions are making it hard to think straight. But after reading and re-reading and reading some more, the line that sticks in my mind like bees to honey is this - "And while I love those I’ve met here, I long to go home."
This has always been a reoccurring theme with you no matter how you feel and I can usually pick it out quite well. But since you've put it out in such plain words this time around I can finally take it in (not easily, however). There have been moments in my past lives and places I've been that were not necessarily the healthiest but I can still understand the desire to be somewhere else but alas being stuck where you're at. I think it can be one of the most painful things there is to experience, however pain means nothing to me unless it is bestowed upon someone as priceless as you.
Therefore, my one and only wish, if I could have it, would be to place you where ever it is you wish to be. Take you home, if you will. As usual, I'm powerless. But. If there is somewhere - anywhere - you think could be a fulfillment while you spend your time here on this layer, please, by all means, let us go there. And if I can't follow, at least let me help you there personally (at any cost).
This probably seems overly-dramatic, but I don't care. People reading this have only experienced this from you this one time on this one board. I know even though it sounds like gibberish only something like weed could bring on that its not.
On the bright side if you were to forget everything that has happened in this lifetime/layer... At least you won't have the obnoxious screeching that is Zira's voice. A blessing not even the highest tokens of karma points will ever buy my soul...
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