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No need for thank yous. And yes, I've definitely become quite comfortable with the idea of a home filled with nature you'd love. Thus we both need to haul our asses to Austria. Haha. (I jest, but in a way I'm serious).
I understand that nothing will quite be what you wish to obtain, however, I do believe that we can form a new, if not stronger and better home. Something separate. It just means that you have more options and places to go to when you feel really lost. I think it is better this way. Because if you really do feel your old home is lost, then at least we have what we have now, right? Better than not having anywhere at all. I can tell you aren't completely lonesome. This existence isn't the most horrid. Its slightly uncomfortable and you yearn for perfection surrounding those feelings but over all this place isn't so bad when you think about what you have and what is yet to gain.
Besides, I don't like the concept of giving up on your original home. Not just yet.
You used to speak of going back to do whatever it was necessary to defend the place. And that always scared me to no ends. Petrified me, but I've come a long way and I've only fallen deeper and deeper into your desires. I can honestly say that if this is what you still wish to achieve and pursue then you have a at least one follower to help you take on whatever awaits no matter what the outcome.
Besides, what kind of an *** would I be if I let you go out and get yourself shredded while I sat around in some kind of haven sipping on holy margaritas? .___.;; At least if I'm obliterated in the process of trying something useful I can escape Zira's voice.
(Can you feel my desperation? Can you..? CAN YOU?)
I'm getting so off topic on this board it hurts, but the mood I'm in today while I speak with you is a rarity and I must let it leak before I go back to simpleton old Yugae.
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