The site told me to call a certain phone number. It said I would have to have a good reason for the "lapse." Now I have misplaced the phone number. I have been extremely nervous, lately. I expect I will either find piece of paper with the number or manage to look it up. I'll try the number tomorrow. But that's a holiday. So maybe I won't get anyone to talk to until Tuesday. I know it involves being kept on "hold" on the phone for hours sometimes. Or, that is what someone told me.

I anticipate starting a job soon. But each week the company seems to have one more thing they have to check before they can start me. The delay in starting work is making more nervous about my abilities. I felt so good when I was told they were interested. I was ready to jump in. Now I have built up more anxiety waiting. My background check came back good. Next I have to do some OSHA training on my own time. So I have no firm "start date." Meanwhile, I have been barely getting by.

Also, there is no guarantee on how many hours each week I will get.