My special talent is dissociating. I can do it different ways, not really by choice. I do the above like amandalouise become part of a
plant or ceiling or wall. I can just go nowhere and become trapped in a scary nowhere land(that's bad). I can even worse go to my
traumaland and be trapped there( that's worse.) Or i can go to a nice fantasy land or memory land that' s cool.

Other things that happen is i just lose time and have migraine- bad. People or things just get bigger and smaller- scary. I feel myself get bigger and smaller- have no idea what that' s about.