I just had to re-post because I was thinking....Why is this driving me so crazy?

It's because I was hurt, then angry, then hurt again....and I thought I had to .."do".. something to change the situation. However, I can't change her, therefore can not change the situation.

I thought about sending her an e-mail or a text letting her know what a lousy friend she is- but then realized I would only be hurting myself in the long run, because then I'd be thinking of "her" more, then I already am. On top of the fact that she'll just go around town making me out to look like an idiot and/or a fool, gossiping to who ever will listen to her.

So, I'm just going to try to put her out of my mind completely after today, as if she doesn't exist and if she does call, give her as much of my time, as she's given to me. What is it they say- An eye for an eye?... I already know she doesn't care about what I'm going through, therefore is a crappy friend, so why DO anything to change it.....

Thanks for listening...