I did therapy three times without drugs. I don't know that I would want to try another T...I'm dipping my toe in but in a very half hearted way....WITHOUT the drugs. I just find the therapy process to be so anguish producing at this point in my life, and like you, Soup, I did more than a year. I believe we had a "why pick the scab" thread going at one point, and that was me. I am committed to the therapy process in a sense, but found it stirred up things, and did it in such a way (absent of support) that I could just not tolerate again. If I've learned anything, I've learned that if what you're doing isn't working, then you really do need to try something different, and I applaud your willingness to go there!