and I'm back in ED.. pointless trip because apparently I'm over reacting.

thought I needed stitches but I'm told "no they are just superficial"

now everyone is talking about me. I hate them all. I just want to go home to my mums. but no when I leave here I'll be going to my cousins who is really mad at me for cutting in the first place.

all this because I realized that I do have BPD and that the psych was right. and I thought oh I'll cut so I can not OD and stay out of ED cuz I have an appt at 9.30am I have to get to.

I really hope the psych let's me go.