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Originally Posted by skysblue
Yeah, but here's the kicker - how to find the will. Strong desire to change but obviously not strong enough.
So, add to the dismay of having the defect, the lack of enough "will" to change. Double whammy!!
So, the obvious answer then is that the 'winner' is the defect. (by choice)
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Well, I find that too. I find myself wondering why I do the things I do, and don't do the things I want to do. Sometimes I even hate myself for that. I've tried admitting my failures and asking a higher power for strength. But all too often I end up not doing what I should. (Which for my inclinations is a lot more of a problem than doing what I shouldn't do.)
But sometimes I succeed as well. And I suppose I find the fact that I fail more often than I'd like no excuse for not continuing to try.