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Originally Posted by SoupDragon
Hi stopdog - it's interesting that you experienced a reduction in your symptoms when you stopped seeing the first T.
My head is a little spinny right now, so apologies for any lack of clarity - but do you think the increase in symptoms now has anything to do with getting to the edge of something in terms of your life experiences with your current T? Like your defences are getting woken up as you and T are getting close to the big stuff?
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I don't think so because this was basically how I was when I first started seeing her. The first month or so it took longer to get the fear under control at the beginning of each appointment. I literally cannot hear over the pounding in my ears and have motion for her to just wait until it goes down. I usually threw up right before the appointment. The dread parts can happen in other parts of life, but the urge to si after an appointment is pretty specific to therapy for me.