I first really became truly psychotic around the time I fell in love with someone very deeply,a lot of my psychosis can be about love,(I imagine someone is playing particular songs for me on the radio and watching me, so I play songs back to them, lol, I know, Im really realy silly, but that description doesnt explain the full experiance or how seductive and equally terrifying it can be) and when i feel myself falling in love again, it freaks me out, and I stay awake all night going loopy, does anyone else experiance similar? this is such an unbearably lonely place to be in.