in addition, the anti psychotics take away my ability to really feel love or anything else properly, they leave me numb, and I dont experiance falling in love or lust etc, or maybe its just that my mind has cut off to it, because when those feelings come up, they send me mad again, and it scares me. Sometimes I feel like something evil is making sure I stay on my own. I dont know. Feeling a bit desperate tonight. And very misunderstood. <font color="red"> </font>