WHOA! I didn't have a problem with your feelings. Goodness! I thought I had validated how you are feeling. I know this is tough for you. Perhaps what you missed in my post is that the subject line is triggering... even for me...and my T isn't going anywhere! I'm going to need to iggy the thread, if I can, because I can't handle the idea anymore...it's wearing on me.

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Only thing is its not his fault..

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I dont feel like he is my Threapist anymore..just some dude I adore

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I can go back but part of me wonders why ...

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still though my T has not always followed the rules...he has JUMPED over many boundary lines....I guess I will see this week maybe ..I am like going in a circle and can't seem to stop it. You would think he would email asking me something..anything...he has done so before..even just to chat on himself which is good with me ..I just feel way rejected and alone or something by him.

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I'm very sorry that you are going through this. Part of it does sound like his doing, crossing the boundaries, and that's why a T shouldn't do that... it hurts the patient so much.

Take care of yourself, sleeps. I'm sorry I upset you.