Well, my husband knows, is trying to understand and be supportive now, having him talk to my T has really helped. I think he has told my daughter but she clearly doesn't understand and kinda keeps a distance, which has hurt me deeply, but I don't want her to see me struggling. My mom and dad are just recently trying to understand, my sister wants everyone to think Im just crazy and I don't talk to her anymore. I had a friend that I was close to for several years until she just accused me of luxuriating in it and that I should be going out more and taking vacations, wish a vacation could cure what I have, but it wont, although it would be nice to get away and take a break from the maddness I face everyday. Other semi friends I had, well, I just cut off from everyone because I realize its too hard to explain.

I miss my close friend but every time I try to talk to her, she basically starts in with well are you over yourself yet? She has a son with it, no wonder why he distances himself from her.

I guess when you have what I have, it is so hard to explain it to others, that is why we often isolate. And ofcourse my customers don't know.

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