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noneedtoknow · Oct 10, 2011, 11:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Raindropvampire

I don't know what your diagnosis is but mine is BP. Logically I know it is a chemical imbalance in my brain that will never go away on its own. Emotionally I get tired of taking so many meds and get in periods of not wanting to take them because I think I can manage on my own. History has proven otherwise and I have learned I need the meds. Even when I think i don't I do. My hubby is Schizophrenic and is horrible about taking his meds. I had to threaten to get a divorce if he didn't start taking them right. If he even misses two days I know because of how he starts acting. He doesn't see it but everyone else does. I truly wish you luck on going off your meds if that is what you want to do. hopefully you have better luck than us.

I'm at work and know how tired you can get on 3rds. I work by myself so sometimes I feel tired and isolated not a good combination. good luck on your new job

Right now I don't want to stop my meds. I just took ALL of them. Because right now, I am tired of fighting, and being in this place. If this is part of my dignosis and why I take meds, ok then for now I am willing to do this. The problem is when I feel better, when I am not goin down the spiral. But for right now, today, I am willing. Thank you for replying. I appreciate it alot. Just knowing there is someone out there....