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When someone treats me crappily (damn I hate having to censor myself) for no reason. Take a certain co worker of mine for instance. He used to be cool and nice. He even had a cute nickname. Then out of the blue things changed. A few weeks ago I noticed a change. It hit me when I sat down in the break room and said ‘hi’ or something like that and he ignored me, stared straight ahead and seemingly sneered on the top of it all. WTF!? Like what the hell did I do? I’ve given up, I ignore him now too, I don’t know what happened, but I’ve learned not to waste my energy and good nature on a lost cause. But it’s effed up ‘cuz now it affects my mood at times and I think other cowrokers are starting to notice the tension. I don’t bother trying to acknowledge him when it’s just the two of us but in a crowd he acts cool, but I don’t know. Maybe no one else notices. He goes out of his way to avoid me too- when I’m open to ring him up at the register he’ll wait in another line with someone else. Maybe he likes me and is trying to hate me or something? I don’t effing know but it’s bugging me ‘cuz I thought he was a cool guy. This just adds to my job burn out, I wish I could find another job but there’s nothing else out there right now for me. Though I won’t stop looking on my days off. . ..
ps. I just hope I don't lose it., Part of me wants to act like there's no problem 'cuz noone else seems to have noticed, but the other side of me wants to confront him cuz I've become that kind of person- I thinkit would be more detrimental, - though I just want to say, "So wtf's your problem with me lately?"
Last edited by DespondentDaisy; Oct 11, 2011 at 12:39 AM.
Reason: additional thoughts
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