Its the next morning now and its still scary. I'm stuttering so badly I don't want to go to work, but I have to because of todays schedule. And I really don't want to go back to T tomorrow. He was my only safe place and now he's not. He was the one who could help me move past the stuttering and now he's the trigger. I'm just ready to run and hide but I can't because I have to do responsible crap like work.