double dipping christine.  i feel like this often. recently had a session with T about it. i sometimes just pick the wrong ppl in my life. i'm learning the red flags to know when to not pursue/have a close relationship with them. in other words allowing myself to be surrounded by unhealthy ppl. then i wonder how bad things happen. actually i need to protect myself better. i need to select ppl who have the similar values as me.
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