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Originally Posted by Sannah
To make progress I think that therapy needs to be a lot more then just talking. I identified a problem, gathered all my info by being aware of myself around this problem including letting out any feelings, analyzed problem, and then chose solutions and then checked out if they worked or I needed different solutions (going back to gathering info or expressing feelings if needed).
Is insane fear of therapist because she can peer into you? Is it a competition in therapy for you? Professors seem to be pretty competitive. You would have to be to rise to that level since there aren't that many positions.
So the cure was worse then the disease?
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Everytime I asked what was supposed to happen or what I was supposed to do, t said this is it,
we just talk.
I do not fully know about the insane fear. It is insane because it is not real, she is not an actual threat to me in any way I could not fend off. I don't think they can peer in
to someone, but in some crazy way it was like she would kill me. And I would have provided her the means and opportunity to do, and paid for it.
I find the cure to be much worse than the disease. And if it were only for a short period of time, that is one thing, but a year seems like a long time for nothing positive to have happened to offset how awful I find the cure.