You are going through alot and it would be that for anyone. One of your earlier posts said that you are not on meds of any kind. There are ways to get them w/o insurance and some are very inexpensive regardless. Maybe this would be a good time to start---you r in alot of pain.
In our current culture, men are defined by their employment and women defined by their appearance. It's wrong and other cultures do not define us like this. Don't let that eat away at your value as a human being and a man. You seem to be a conscientious, sensitive, caring husband who may have financial problems ahead.
__________________
And thou, too, whosoe' er thou art, That readest this brief psalm, As one by one thy hopes depart, Be resolute and calm. So fear not in a world like this, And thou shalt know erelong, Know how sublime a thing it is, To suffer and be strong.----Henry Longfellow.(The light of stars)
|