s/i-ed today. but its supposed to be only temporary. and will go away it self. just its going to do alot of damage that isnt temporary. while waiting till i get there. dont understand why now doesnt matter. im trying to ignore it. think nothing of it. know it will go away. but today its here. but its supposed to be nothing. its not important. not going to think about it. maybe it really is just nothing. guess it doesnt matter how much i do. its still all nothing. i dont have a real issue. sorry.