Hope today is a better day, Christine08.

Thank you Byzantine, i hope it too and that better days come.

double dipping christine. i feel like this often. recently had a session with T about it. i sometimes just pick the wrong ppl in my life. i'm learning the red flags to know when to not pursue/have a close relationship with them. in other words allowing myself to be surrounded by unhealthy ppl. then i wonder how bad things happen. actually i need to protect myself better. i need to select ppl who have the similar values as me.
Thank you madisgramAnd you have encounter them? Because it's dificult to found someone with identic values and that always understands us, what we've been going through. I think i wouldn't have the guts to say to someone, "you know i once tried to kill my self and i sometimes feel very angry with myself and hurt me on purpose" i think they will get away lol. But yeah i understand what you're saying, about to choose people.

BABY , dont worry it just human nature, walk in to a bar , an everybody turn,s an looks straight at you till the next person walk s in, then they get the same.

Thanks sewerrats, that is really truth, can't change human nature lol.