T n i had a GREAT session! I was opening up n he seemed interested.
I showed him a pic on my iphone of when i was in hosp from si attempt. He looked at it n was like ohhhh my god just glaring at it

Then..... He started flippin thru my other pics! Lol i was just sitting there baffled! Lol he saw a pic of me n held it up n was like is this you? This doesnt even look like you! Then hes all i wanna see a pic of ur ex (kids dad) which SO many session are over him. Ugh it was embarassing! Thank god i didnt save any of him lol!

Then we were talking about his billing. He knows i know how to bill and he kinda hinted at it so i offered. Were trying to make a deal like so much a month, or watever n i said no, ill do it free its ok n he said i. An do ig from home.

So then end of session i go to confirm bout billing n he said i probably shouldnt do it. Its against the ethics code....tho im tempted to have u do it. I said ok, no prob n left.

I felt like we had a good session really relating to me n so i added him on face ook *ugh i know!!*. Within 1 hour he denied me. Ugh now i feel so dumb!

Im seeing him 2x week so i c him on fri n im dreading it!!!!!! Gahhh wtf is wrong with me i swear i have NO self control!!!!!