So I have T tomorrow. I've been having a small problem that I posted about a couple days ago. It's about some obsessive, intrusive thoughts about death and dying, as well as sui that have been slowly intensifying the last week and a half or so. Part doesnt want to say anything...I fear her reaction mostly because I dont want to end up in the hospital. Though that would probably be a bit extreme. And I know there is nothing to fear and that she will help me through. I just dont even know how to bring this up without feeling all awkward about it. But I have to or it will for sure only get worse. You dont have to respond...just getting nerves out.