my mom moved to Saudi Arabia to work shortly after my parents were divorced, My dad had already taken off. I was left to the streets at 14 through till 18. A lot of horrible things happened in my life at the time. I also had many major psychotic episodes and didn't have a clue what was happening. I think that is a big issue for me and my mom. I have tried to work through it the best I can . Even if I don't fully understand how this could have happened. Right now I am really feeling it tho, and feeling really confused, feeling too many things all at the same time.