everything i do isnt good enough. i try my best to live right and make the people i love happy but i dont get that in return. instead all i get is ridiculed, even when i try to do something nice for someone. everyone constantly remind me of my past and how much of a screw up i used to be. im basically being told things like you dont love me, why did you get me that one i dnt like it, or you cant ever do wha i ask of you. i take these things as them saying im a screw up n i hear it so much i believe it. i really dnt like myself and when i try to talk to the people closest to me about it they tell me im just seeking attention and that i cant be serious and that im stupid. they say this because im an attractive girl and i know that, but everything else about myself i dont like-the way i feel the way i think. i question my capabilities about everything in my life. i dont feel like anything is worth the effort because everyone is just gonna say im wrong anyway. how do i get people to listen to how i feel and actually take me seriously? im on the edge and dont know how much more i'll be able to take.