After months of putting up with aches and pains, sometimes almost debilitating, I finally went in to see the doctor. He said in passing something about fibromyalgia and I still have to have lab work done. I can't help feeling he was placating me and not really listening to what I was saying. I even went prepared with a list and he just acted like it was nothing. I don't go to doctors over 'nothing'. I think he dismissed me just because he saw on my chart the psychiatric issues I have had.
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As I lay down in bed each night I look up at the stars and wonder "where the heck is my ceiling?"
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