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Originally Posted by beauflow
Dijmart- I believe you are correct with the "me voices" as I like to call them- I don't think are psychosis cause they are me- just an odd thing that I go through and can be different me's -some times I am unaware that I a me voice can be so mean or evil, but they are me... some times I feel a hint of my mother in the angry ones but they are still me. Or I can get, like "memory yells" I guess you could call them (i grew up in a very angry house, so sometimes I have memory yellings from my brothers or dad or mom too)- but those are memory yells I know who they are and where they come from, May Not Why they Come out- but I recognize them. At time it is not in my head with the memory yells I feel as if they are coming from out side- but still. I am not sure what a doc would say about those..
But Psychosis Voices would be voices that I don't know and are unaware of where they come from right?
The only audio hallucination that I can say I have is static music that I hear some times, it can be 3 am and i hear a "radio that is very staticky" almost like "white noise" but with a hint of some sort of music behind it. I can walk around and find it is not clearer any where- I figure this is just me.
Thank you for the reference about the American Journal
I concur that the Pdoc should assest.
It scars me a little, cuz I just want to know what may be wrong and go with treatment to best better serve to help me. I dont want to be Dx and find out years later that actually I am something else with dx that needed to treated entirely differently than how I was being treated for.
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beauflow,
If my understanding is right about DID.. "you".. would not be aware of the other personalities per se, you would have blocks of time missing from your day, when other personalities had taken you over so to speak.
As to the "me" voices, your mind may be trying to process painful memories or is stuck thinking about the memories. That maybe why your voice seems to have a hint of your mom, brother and dad....just a thought.
Psychosis voices are auditory hallucinations... usually, as far as I know, not your voice. They are uncontrollable and I would say you would not know where they are coming from. However, the "white noise" with music in the background may very well be an auditory hallucination. Did you tell Pdoc about that?