Well, I don't think I was communicating much by being late, except maybe I was getting too comfortable and being late the way I am in other situations. But I knew if I was late I wouldn't get as much time in the session, so it wouldn't become a routine. I also really had a lot on my mind, so just couldn't focus on rushing to get there.

that's nice that your t is concerned about you and would call you if you're late. I don't expect that from my t, but I think a response to my email is a really bare minimum to expect.