All,

My T session was a partial success. I felt like this T might be able to particiapte the RIGHT amount, and I felt like I could imagine myself in her office dealing with some stuff that needs to come out.

I'm not sure what the deal is with my insurance company, so that could be a bit of an issue, with some network that Aetna takes.

(Acck! How did insurance companies come to run our country?)

Overall, I felt pretty good about things, enough that I made a new appointment for ten days from now (travel kept me from a week). I think a lot of my fear starting to decline as the session went onwards, which is GREAT. I really feel RELIEVED and like this might be a new beginning for me. Whew! I feel like in some ways, this T is less analytical and more supportive, which is a huge part of what I need. Definitely a potential "keeper."

I will, say, the questions that I had prepared kind of flew OUT of my mind once I got in there, but potentially, could ask them again. I kind of went with my feelings, and I'm okay with that, at this stage.

Thanks for everyone's support!